at the Chaat House on the end of South Avenue
wedged between the Italian restaurant
and the slowly-dying bookstore, I stare
at the CLOSED sign’s obituary. the books
groan against the window display, not loathed
just unloved—but the Chaat House burns
with the struggle to live, the bruised walls
blackened with the spidery handwriting
of the Gora. as the mouth of the spray gun spits
on a cluster of Bollywood posters,
inky blood trickles from paki, terrorist.
the man wrote go back to your own country,
but the Chaat House on the end of South Avenue
is a country within a country, where
browns and whites are immigrants alike, seeking
refuge in spoonfuls of saffron and cumin
and ladles of the brown man’s simple dream.
in haste, he left the Chaat House for dead
but still it refused to perish. because
the diwali string lights coiled around
the window panes are still gently flickering,
the Indian magazines still fluttering
in bitter autumn wind. because tomorrow,
the tearful brown man will still hang
a plastic sign that says OPEN, welcoming
a world so desperate
to keep him out.